firstly, happie mother's day to all mum's out there and esp. euu.

people ask mi y i didnt go out to celebrate mother's day.
when i hear this lots of mixed emotions are circleing round my head ad also did nt noe wad to reply.

ask mi the reason ? simple. my mum passed away while i was ard 4-5 yr old.

didnt noe what happen back then but knew something was wrg.

after allthis years, i tot that i will be immune to say that oh my mum pass awae.

budden the thoughts came back to me a few days ago. i couldnt help it but to crie...
and thus was emo for the past few days...
sorrie guys for those who are not used to mi in my emo state budden things just happen.

and also not that but alot of things have been happening to mi..  feel that i cannot take it anymore... can i just have the time to cool myself down and to search what do i reallie want in life?....

ii realiie do not know what has been happening to mi.
ii feel weird emo i guess and sad...
but wad can i do rather then crieing...
iii am sick and tired of crying budden ii dont knoe a better wae to get rid or to show it out..

guess it is just fate ba...
just to end this whole post with a sentence..


a sudden thought of you makes me wanna crie---happie mother's day: do u noe i miss u lots ? =((

11/05/08 1:49 PM; undramatically.Y

how long did i last blog ? i dnnoes hahaah have no idea.
for this period of time was busy wif stuff yea stuff .
new sch = new life.lolx actualiie not lolx
CRAp i donnoe wad i talking now sia . .. . .
WTH..
damn sians..
as u all noe i am now currently in RP biomedical science.
sians pl ask hows sch ? all i can sae is okie lorhs just normal notthing special.
gonna go sports camp for tis fri sat nd sun.
damn sians . ...

anywae ppl i got blogshop=D
some and support yeas ?
=D

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28/04/08 4:46 AM; undramatically.Y

woots iits been so long since ii ever blog  . .
ever since frm my ballet concert . .
shall start frm xmas eve bas . .
xmas eve ii work half dae cause they sae the company donnoe got wad anniversary or wads  . . sho ii got half dae =DD . .
budden thats means ii lost half a dae of pay =.=  . .
nvm . .at niite went tuu orchard tuu count down wiif
dar. lao ma. lao pa .ah ma .vien .iris .renchou .eugene .++
da place damn rowdy lars . . alomst everywhere ii go also see ppl beatiing up bangala =.=
omg they are human also ....
then okiie la had fun as finaliie meet up wiif them . .but ah lynn horszx... alwaes workiing ders . ..pek chek niias ...
now moviing o tuu xmas =D . .
on xmas we invited our relatives to our new house tuu eat turkey . .
as ii slept late and wake up late,
ii was da last tu go and tidy up da place . .
so mii and my cousin slack there talk about hiings and of course ii did some gardeniing =DD . .surprised?? ii am a good giirl okiies =DD . .
haha
any wae all of them sae da house was so damn niice haha . .
ii think onlie iin my own famile we have alot of complains about that house barhs  ...
but whu cares when everyone praise iit =DD . .
then da rest of da daes was spent at WORK . .....
then des got back frm hong kong and bought a watch frm mii =DD . .hahha thx love iit lots =D . .
now moviing on tuu sat =D ..
sat haha was so fun . .went out as a family tuu go tuu tangs..
although iis not tuu buy my stuff or wad but ii had lots of fun choosing da plates and utensils for our new house =D . .
haha ii was so damn fussy lolx.....
oo ya thn my supervisors bought mii one pack of chocs and the other bought mii one whole can of jellybeans....
lolx and guess wad? ii went out tuu orchard tuu chiong even though ii was still haviing fever  . . niice?
then new yr eve =DD . .
hahha was SO DAMN BORED iin da office cans ....
so damn little ppl come lars . . .out of 20+ onli 10 came then we was liike stuck outsiide da office as those whu took da key nvr come ......
haha then after that muz waiit until da boss come and open lolx . . .
budden at 12 pm then onli left 6 ppl ....
all take half dae siia . .WTH ..then mi and des decided tuu blast da speakers wiif music haha . . .then benjii come over wiif hiis thiings and sae happie new yr .. then ii was like euu also half dae arh ... then he sae no la goiing tuu supliier there . . then ii was liike wth so good la betta then stayiig iin da office . then he saiid iif ii got nth tuu do just take half dae off =DD . wa lau ii was so happie heariing that haha . .
then ii wated for daddie tuu come and fetch mi . . .
lolx daddie so cute cannot fiind da place haha .
then at niite went tuu marina there tuu watch fireworks . .
omg so damn nice cans ...
went there wiif lynn .emily .dar
so fun
budden sad tad vien and iris cannot join . .. oh wells . .
then hui lynn got fever so decided tuu head hm... budden NO TRANSPORT LERHS!!!!
then after long while of disccusiion lynn papa come and fetch us home . .thxiies =DD . .
then slp till . .afternn...

2008!!!
haha iit was spent wiif my family iin da new house . . then had dinner there whiich was roast beef . .
iit was SOOO DAMN YUMMY . .
my grandma iis a good cook okiie =DD
haha thats all ....

02/01/08
morniing went tuu da bank tuu take out all my pay . whiich was 400$
then gave 200 tuu my grand ma and ii am left wiif 200 ....
then went SHOPPING . .haha cause jiia miin celebratiing her bdae on tad dae so haha mii and viien secrtly when shopping fiirst . .
we went all ard shop shop shop then lao ma and tyke chee come meet us at fox . .
couldnt fiin da tee tad ii liike lerhs . .so off we go =DD
went tuu alot of shops but non of them was suitable for mii . .
then iin the end ii end up wiif esprit belt whiich cost mii ehs 29.9?
then bought mascaraa and went for free makeover . .haha so fun norhs . .but muz trim eyebrows . omg so paiin...
all of us sistas went for iit =D exceot for LAO MA!!!
ha nvm las lolx . ..
then late le as most of us niid tuu wake up ealry da necxt dae so we headed home . .
had alot of tiime tuu catch up wiif oneanother iin da bus haha
realiie miss da daes man . . .ooops . . ii am tired lers tml still have tuu wake up early so BYEESSS =DD

03/01/08 1:31 PM; undramatically.Y

da dae has arrived . . .
we practise so hard and iit iis just for tml . .
realiie gonna miss all da ballet trainiings and all da crap we talk about on da wae tuu da centres  . .
after this concert we wld b considered graduates lers . . .
realiie dunch wan nehs . .
da feeling iis like grad. frm sec sch liike dat . .
but thiis iis diff.
dance for so manii years lers .
iis liike every sun. iis my ballet and stuff . .
gonna miss all da tiimes . .
omg jus realise that ii am repeatiing myself . .
aniwaes all ii wan tuu sae iis
I WILL MISS ALL DA CRAPING SESSIONS....
ALL DA CAMWHOREIIN SESSIONS . . .
and SAEIING DA WRG THIINGS SESSIONS . .
omg juz gonna miss every single tiime of iit . . .
anywae lesson will onli b over at jan so
CHERIISH DA TIIME LEFT =DD
any waes while ii am writiing thiis . .. .
emily told mii tad she broke up wiif aaron !!!!!!
ii was like OMG . . .
so damn shock lars . .
well anywaes iit iis their thiing so sld not go and interfere  .
so okiie gtg nows  .
tml performance tiime . .
WIISH MII GOOD LUCK
=DD

NITES

07/12/07 2:11 PM; undramatically.Y

TIRED TIRED TIRED . . .
todae was my frst dae as work siia . .
so damn tire . . .woke up at 6.30 thn faster wash up then went tuu interchange tuu take 180 tuu lakeside mrt  . .
wooops . .havn said where ii work as =DD .
haha ii work iin
Singapore Areospace Manufacturiing
cool ehs =DD
saw all da aeroplanes parts . .
cool . . . .
known 2 ppl there frm their poly attacment and da ppl there are quite niice =DD
and also can sae quite slack . .
morniing go there kevin take mii go shopping ..
haha da meaniing iis go see all da parts and then go see who iis who . .
then told hiim ii mayb have tuu take immediete leave for my ballet he APPROVED =DD
haha so good of hiim man . .
after work which was 5.18pm
ii went tuu jurong point tuu meet up wiif dar
+DD ..
he so sweet . . he knew ii didnt ate da whole dae and he bought for mii subwae and also bought pressies for mii tuu cheer mii up =DD
haha dar ps niia ii at da niite a little grumpy  . .
dui ni fa pi qi . .
soriie wors
haha
gt tuu stop here lers tml still got work =DD

BYYEEE!!!!! =D

27/11/07 2:00 PM; undramatically.Y

haha pratically todae was all bout shop shop shop lolx
window shopping tad is =DD
woke up at ard 10+then call dar ask hiim where iis he . .
then told mii tad he on da wae goiing tuu sch lers but goiing hm soon . .so okiie lets jump tuu afternnoon =DD
haha at noon, ii went out tuu JE tuu meet dar . .then took 176 there . .after tad , we went tuu imm . .actualiie wanted tuu go tuu jurong point ders . . .BUT he noe tad ii will spent money on arcade so . .oh wells =DD.. . .
went to fox . .OMG got so many clothes ii want tuu buy cans?
went tuu try iit out and secretly took pictures =DD
haha so happie . . .lolx .
then went ad walk walk . .then actualie want to go find my hairdresser tuu cut hair . .BUT ii cant cut till 8 dec . . .
so sadded . .
then aftertad went home lers . .thn found out quite late lers soo. .  NUA =DD
haha

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MY PLANS:
24/11- work
26/11- work
27/11- work
30/11- work
1/12- work
812- DANCE CONCERT

*other daes that ii am not workiing . . mayb gonna have dance rehersal *

onlie ot 5 day work then 1 hr 25 bucks . .=DD
cool riite ??
lolx workiing for my aunt nia

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hmmm tads all for todae . .
gonna b independent frm 16 of nov . CAUSE . .my grandma go overseas lers so
BUY CLOTHES DURIING THAT TIIME =DD

buais

13/11/07 2:27 PM; undramatically.Y